Oh hey, it's 2019!
Oh hello there!
A few days ago, I just realized my blogging e-mail was signed out of my phone... and it's been months! The e-mails I saw have been there since October of last year. Ohmygosh. I am so sorry I wasn't able to reply!
But anyway, this first month of 2019 is kind of not what I was hoping for. We've been coming to the hospital for almost every other day for tests and check-ups of my little girl. But thankfully she's okay now. :)
Now, it's my husband and my father-in-law who are sick. It's nothing serious, it's just cough and colds, but still. Praying for a better health for all of us for the rest of the year!
I always wanted to blog but time wouldn't just let me. But now, yay! I have a few hours to sit down and put out my thoughts here.
My 2018 was a rollercoaster ride as it has always been for the last 29 years. Haha! Oh yeah, now that I've mentioned it, I'm turning 30 this year! R U SERIUS?! I still feel like I'm just 19. Well, just look at how I typed it. Hahaha! Am I ready to be 30?! Well, yeah. It's just a number as what older people say.
What I've learned in the past year?
There's nothing a prayer cannot do. I know that if you've known me since college or high school, you would say "what?", because I was never religious. I'm not saying I am religious now, but I've learned how to talk to God. This sounds corny or whatever but talk to Him. He listens. I do pray before, but my heart was full of angst and hatred and now I know that I've learned to lighten up, I'm not sure how to put it into words but I've learned to love myself more and to love people around me. But yeah, my husband and his family has brought me back to God. Well, I just didn't learn this last year but I've been learning this since I've been with my husband's family. I've also learned to think before I do something that I know I might regret. Well, not all the time but I'm trying! I'm still learning on that part. Haha!
Looking forward to a great 2019!